First Roda Coklat Entry For 2016 Part 1

Assalamualaikum W.B.T. and Hai.

Hm.. Hai again. Lama sungguh nda menulis karangan personal di blog ni. Semenjak aku ada instagram lagi. Rasa awkward sekejap dengan blog sendiri. hahaha.

Before that, I had been wondering and curious during my freshie year as Product Design Engineering (PDE) student, why I don't find much about PDE student life in any blog. Now, I think I know the reason. There reason why I couldn't find a lot of entry about PDE student was, it because they are sooo busy with projects! hahaha. As for me, I'm already in semester 2, year 3. My close friend and those who follow up my blog entry would know, how long it been since I wrote my last entry and the gap between my entries. hehehe. A lot thing happen to me, family, love, crush, money, study, life, happy, sad, tears, jealous, angry, nasty, disappointment, feeling down,  hope, being used, being left, being ignore, failure, success. Which one you want to hear? hahahaha

As I entering my third year as PDE student, the first semester was hard, hard to me. I had to take 20 credit hours meanwhile my classmate only need to take around 17 credits hours. 

'Alaaa, beza 3 jam kredit je pun.' I guess this would crossed your mind. haaha

But for me, it was really hard and very challenging. 

Because of that 3 hour gap difference, I had class every friday, meanwhile almost all my classmate having their holiday starting from thursday evening, because they don't have class on Friday. 

Because of that 3 hour gap difference, I went home a bit late than the others. They would already sleeping after arrived at hostel, and have time to rest for any group project meeting during night. Meanwhile, I finished class on 6 pm or 7 pm, then quickly had to go the project meeting. 

Because of that 3 hour gap difference, I fall sleep easily at any blue chair that I can sat down at Pusat Pengajian Kejuruteraan Pembuatan. 

Because of that 3 hour gap difference, I walked to Dewan Kuliah for Statistic Class, 1 hour earlier, so that I can take time to nap before the class begin, because I really felt sleepy during statistic class. Statistic class is 2 times a week. One would end at 6 pm and the another one end at 7 pm, both of class would be held on Dewan Kuliah. 

Yes, my classmates already took Statistics during Year 2. It just me and a few friends that took statistics during semester 1 in third year. That was very hard and my messy year as student. If I not mistaken, we have 4 project, 4 lab subject which leads to several lab reports. 

For my feeling sake, I decided to do EPT 394 - Product Ergonomic and Safety project, alone. hahahaha. It supposed to have mock up and video. Actually I brought the trolley, just need a little adjustment but I refused to do it and decided not to submit it to the lecturer, I just sent him the video which I make ergonomic analysis by using CATIA. Luckly, I saw that Ergonomic application in the CATIA software. We never thought on how using the Ergonomic in the catia, but as I'm doing this project on my own, and I'm prepared to accept any consequences. I done the analysis and get the result, although I'm not sure that the correct way to set up the ergonomic analysis, but I made it. And that would be okay. Since we never learn about it, so I don't know whether it right or wrong. I just submit it. Alhamdulillah at final, I got C.

Talking about examination result, actually it wasn't a good result. A few days before study week, I got 

→ high fever

→unstable body temperature

→puke, 

→My head dizzy, even when I move my head on the pillow.

→My eyes were so sensitive to any kind of light. When I see the light, it cause me headache.

→As I sat down, I saw and feel my world spinning around.

I thought it was only for a moment, but it continue up until my second last exam paper. I just can watch my housemates study for their exam, while I was lying sick on my bed. My first paper, Applied Thermodynamics, I went to Klinik Pauh, got my medicine, late actually, but the lecturer let me in to take the exam. As I read the question, I just sighed. It took me 3 to 4 times reading the question just to understand what the first question wants. 'Ya Allah, this semester hit me pretty hard'.. I repeated myself saying that, as my tear would fall down, because I really can't answer the questions. Same goes to other subject.. I really try to study but, my head ache every time I force myself to read and to remember those. I call mother, telling her, that don't expect anything from me for this semester. I'm ruined. I remember her telling me, to just face these, with the tone that calming my worries. I'm sorry mother, I lacking a lot. Alhamdulillah, I slowly getting better when it comes to my second final exam. That's maybe I only got EPT 393 Eng. Product Design and EPT 394 Product Ergonomic and safety a passing grade. I told ya, other than this, my result are falling down. huhuhuhu

End of final exam, I slowly getting better and I was going for Taekwondo SUKIPT in Welter (62 kg - 67 kg) category  at Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, Skudai. As for my first training which started after the final exam finished, I almost puked outside the Thadza Futsal where we used to training Taekwondo. I nearly faint every training because my stamina was really low. When we jogging outside the Thadza Futsal, I always at the behind since I was the slowest in the team. I checked at the hospital with other team member, The doctor told me that I had low blood pressure. huhuhu. She gave me vitamins, medicine to increase the blood pressure, and energy drink. whoaaa.. Last semester was the first time, I received so much medicine. seriously.. Maybe because I was not really healthy, some of the members are appear to be slightly care or be sympathy to me. Ahaha, I don't know whether they were caring to me or just being sympathy to me. But at that moment, my worries gone a while, my moody mood were gone, my feeling down was vanishing away, I guess that what good teammates for, cheering up their teammates and caring to each other. There were too much to tell story about them, it wouldn't be enough in just one post, I want to tell more about them in other post. hehehe. So, to cut this post short, I got Silver medal in SUKIPT 2016 for Female Welter Category. I lose to Hamisah from MSU, she is a friend that I met during tournament at Langkawi 2014. hehehe.. Honestly, I was a little bit surprise to see her name at the game chart on the board.. hehehe. It was an honor to meet her in the game. Thanks for the memories Misa. :)

My 21 September 2014

Apa cerita kamurang hari ni?

Cerita aku...

Kawan kelas ajak buat tugasan CATIA, dan sorang lagi nak datang hantar buku yang aku pesan sambil buka juga tugasan CATIA, Nisa namanya, org Perak. Ada juga la, belajar CATIA, dia dah siap buat, aku pula belum mula satu apa pun.

Jadi kena siapkan tugasan yang pensyarah subjek CAD bagi pada hari Jumaat lepas (19 September 2014). Lukisan ada 4. Kami dah buat dua lukisan tu pada hari pertama kelas dalam masa 4 jam, sebab baru nak belajar guna CATIA kan.

Kertas Tugasan

Figure T2.4 (b)

Masa ini, aku ada masalah dengan bulatan kecil di bawah tu bila aku nak buat tangent dengan garisan lurus di atas tu. Secara automatik radius bulatan tu mengecil pula. Ini antara perkara baru yang aku jumpa masa buat tugasan CATIA ni. Geram juga kadang-kadang.

Dah siap! (Pada pandangan aku lah). Ada satu perkara yang aku hairan amat, sehinggakan aku bawa laptop aku berjalan pi jumpa dengan pensyarah di depan waktu kelas dah habis. "Kenapa ada dua warna, hijau dan putih?" Pensyarah kata itu biasa ja. Asalkan jangan warna ungu, sebab kalau warna ungu itu maknanya dah Over Constraint.

Pandangan setelah keluar dari Sketcher.

Oh ya! Ini aku guna paksi XY plane masa buat dalam Sketcher. 

Figure T2.4 (a)

Rakan kelas aku, Farahim, telefon tanya pasal nak buat 6 bulatan kecil tu, masa aku tengah buat lukisan di atas tu. Malangnya aku terlupa langkah-langkah nak buat rotation tu. Masa nak buat ini pun, aku pun hampir mati kutu nak ingat langkah-langkahnya. Alhamdulillah, ingatan aku masih di tahap yang ok lagi. Teringat cara-cara buat masa dalam kelas Jumaat lepas. Agaknya, kalau aku tak follow up dalam kelas, sah aku tak tahu nak buat rotation ni.

Bulatan yang beradius R105 tu, aku guna 3 point circle. 

Wujud juga perasaan 'Eh, betulkah juga ni?' masa aku buat tu, tapi entah lah, banyak style Try and Error ja yang aku buat dalam CATIA ni. Kena tanya pensyarah juga ni.

Alhamdulillah, dah siap. 

Mula tadi dalam jam 8.30 mlm, 

habis buat dua lukisan ni lebih kurang jam 11.58 mlm juga lah. Lama juga~! Takpa mal. 

Keep calm and upgrade, Insya-Allah.

Tiba-tiba rasa nak jadi pensyarah CAD pulak. hehehe

Al-Fatihah.

Selamat Malam, baca doa tidur ya.

Assalamualaikum, Konbanwa.

Aku + Statics + Minggu Ke-4 November 2013

Assalamualaikum W.B.T.

Annyeonghaseyo & Ohaiyo Gozaimasu.

Ringkasnya minggu ni,

Terlalu banyak jatuh lalu bangun ku terpinga-pinga,

Di saat kewangan semakin jatuh merundum menuju ke angka 1,

Timbul pula Iklan kerja kosong di kedai photostat,

Keinginan itu ada namun 7 pm ke 11 pm,

Jangka waktu itu mengganggu kosentrasi ku,

Tatkala itu,

Ujian kenaikan Taekwondo GTF ke Hitam (1 DAN),

Menggamit perasaanku,

Mengambil kira persediaanku, keyakinanku,

Inginku hadir saja ujian itu yang bakal menjelang minggu depan,

Sekali lagi dugaan itu tiba,

RM250 yuran kenaikan,

Buatku berada di timbang neraca,

Ya atau tidak,

Tidak mampu untuk berada di tengah-tengah,

Kerana masa itu hampir tiba.

Jumaat, habis kelas tutorial statics, aku pulang terus ke wang ulu.

Terdetik untuk makan semurah mungkin,

Lantaran belanjawanku menyekat kuantiti,

Seringgit keropok lekor + sos,

Cedokan nasi 1/2 x 2 bersamaan 1 + Memenuhi 1/2 ruang tapau + telur masa sos

Total RM1.50

Jadi, harga makanan tengahariku yang paling murah setakat ni, RM 2.50.

Alhamdulillah.

Seusai maghrib, housemateku ajak makan di gerai makan depan gerai Warung Pokok Buluh,

Sekuat mana pun aku cuba simpan,

Tetap duit tu semakin kecil nilainya,

Nak ambil sikit lagi, buat pengalas perut buat seminggu ni,

Seingatku, baki angkanya RM 1++.++,

Itu pun Ibu dah mula bagi belanja kira dua bulan yang lalu,

Duit simpanan kerja ku yang dah cecah RM 20++.++,

Ternyata tak cukup untuk tampung aku untuk duduk selama satu sem di sini.

Check Punya Check, terkejut angka 1 itu berubah.

Alhamdulillah, Ibuku macam tau-tau jak ni.

Ntah, aku rasa malu nak minta lebih-lebih,

kecuali kalau hal itu memang aku perlu sangat,

Lebih-lebih lagi, bila umurku dah cecah 21 tahun tahun ni,

Call ibu, ibu kata takpa,

Yang penting aku belajar sungguh-sungguh.

Ya, Insya-Allah ibu.

Doakan kejayaan anakmu ni.

Semoga kita berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat.

Aamiin.

CLASS STATICS

Kelas Static hari Khamis (28.11.2013),

Melangkah longlai menuju ke DPU 1,

Aku duduk barisan kedua dari depan, di hujung kanan dewan,

Tapi barisan kedua itu lah yang paling depan diduduki oleh pelajar,

Entah kenapa barisan pertama itu jarang sekali menjadi pilihan pelajar,

Mungkin kerana lebih selesa di belakang?

Ataupun takut dengan label-label skema, berani mati, 

Atau apa saja label yang akan buat anda rasa terasing daripada kumpulan mereka yang melabel,

Menunggu beberapa detik pensyarah static masuk ke kelas,

Aku cuba melelapkan mata yang segar,

Sekadar untuk merehatkan tubuh yang lesu,

Dek minat ku yang berkurang terhadap statis

Disebabkan aku gagal memahami konsep pengiraan masalah,

Asas matematikku yang lemah begitu aku kesali.

PERBINCANGAN

Baru beberapa detik aku menggelapkan duniaku,

Cuping telingaku menangkap kelantangan suara yang menuturkan kata-kata,

Kulihat warna dunia,

Alihkan pandanganku ke arah suara yang berbicara,

Ah, sebaris denganku namun di bahagian tengah sana,

Sekumpulan per tiga pelajar wanita kos Pembuatan duduk separa C,

Malu ku hilang ke mana,

Lantaran aku melihat kelibat seorang pelajar wanita,

Dahulunya, sukarela membantu aku menyiapkan soalan statics,

Di kala aku duduk resah memikirkan jalan penyelesaiannya.

Lantas ku aturkan langkah ku mendekati mereka,

Mereka berpaling mungkin terkejut apa bila sesorang mendekati dari belakang,

Ku senyum lebar seakan-akan senyum itu satu tiket untuk ikut perbincangan mereka,

Cuba memahami setiap langkah-langkah yang dicoretkan atas kertas putih itu,

Ah! Gravity Center and its Centroid on the shaded area, hm, fahamkah aku?

QUIZ STATICS KHAMIS

Di akhir syarahan statics, Quiz!

Dan ditakdirkan soalan hampir semirip itu yang keluar dan alhamdulillah,

Its an open book quiz!

Semua yang aku faham aku coretkan,

Tiba untuk kaedah matematik untuk mendapatkan jawapan,

Kosong~ Walaupun kalkulator ku canggih seperti yang mereka labelkan,

Aku,

Tidak,

Tahu,

Menggunakan,

Kecanggihannya itu,

Sekali lagi, kejahilan itu menampar keyakinanku,

Kecewa,

Namun kekecewaanku kali ini terubat sedikit, Kali ini

kertas putihku ini punya sedikit coretan formula dan serajah Free Body Diagram (FBD),

Yang aku yakin kesahihannya.

JAM TANGANKU

Usai Kelas statics,

Aku singgah solat asar di Surau PPK Pembuatan,

Setelah itu, mendaki cerunan bukit menuju ke bas yang tersidai di tepian jalan,

Duduk di tepi tingkap kiri, aku memandang bangunan PPK Pembuatan,

Seketika kemudian,

Aku rasa seperti kehilangan sesuatu,

Jam Tanganku!

Kalau aku turun dari bas sekarang,

Takut bas jalan, kena tungguh setengah jam atau sejam lagi untuk bas yang seterusnya,

Aku pasrah.

Malamnya, pun ada kelas ganti statics,

Statics, statics, statics.

Dalam seminggu ni,

Selasa petang lecture statics,

Rabu malam tutorial statics,

Khamis petang lecture statics,

Khamis malam Lecture statics bersama dengan course Manufacturing,

Jumaat pagi tutorial statics,

Huh! Padat dengan Statics!

Semalaman aku tanpa jam tangan,

Rasa sungguh kehilangan.

Mujurlah, Jumaat pagi, aku kembali ke Surau

Bersyukur melihat jam tanganku tersimpan elok dekat bingkai cermin tingkap.

Alhamdulillah.

JUMAAT

Awal pagi, berebut naik bas nak ke Pauh,

Seperti biasa aku memilih duduk di tepi bersebelahkan cermin di bahagain kiri,

Bas tu buka wayang Bujang Lapok,

Layan ja lah,

Setelah bas kami penuh, 

Bas di sebelah ku mula dipenuhi dengan pelajar dari wang ulu,

Basku mula undur perlahan-lahan,

Aku memerhati wajah-wajah pelajar yang memenuhi bas sebelah tadi,

Tiba-tiba, pandanganku bertemu dengan wajah kenalan FB.

semirip dengan artis komedi korea (Gag Concert) yang aku minat tu,

Mujur hatiku masih teguh,

Alihkan pandangan ke arah lain. Kesenyapan.

Habis kelas TITAS di Dewan Kuliah,

Sejam lagi untuk ke Kelas tutorial Statics,

Kak Aisyah, Yana, Nisa, Irlina, Nisa Affendy, Farahia, dan Aku,

Berjalan dan berkumpulan di PPK Pembuatan,

Mereka sedang berbincang untuk gugurkan subjek Statics,

Bagai turut dirasuk perasaan takut gagal, 

aku jua seakan-akan ingin menggugurkan subjek Statics ni,

Dek Carry Marks aku yang rendah bukan setakat rendah tapi dah tahap gagal.

Hampir majoriti kelas Product Design Engineering sem 1 2013/2014,

gugurkan subjek Statics ni dan ambil sem depan,

sebab kalau diikutkan keputusan ujian 1 yang baru-baru ni,

Dari 6+ orang, hanya 5 orang ja yang lulus.

Kalau Kos Pembuatan secara puratanya ramai yang lulus lah.

Tapi, memandangkan jumlah jam kredit aku dah 16 unit,

Nak tolak Statics yang 3 jam kredit,

Tak boleh dah, sebab jumlah jam kredit paling minima ialah 14.

So, Just carry On ja dengan Statics ni.

Ibu kata, cuba saja.

Ok, I'll try my very best Ibu, 

Study Smart, Study Hard,

Usaha Tangga Kejayaan,

Insya-Allah.

Aamiin.