Sunday, 9 October 2016


Assalamualaikum w.b.t and Hai.

How are you? Fine. Thank you. hehehe

So this gonna be my short entry post. Its because I kind of lazy. Now, I am occupied with several subjects, Integrated Design Project, and Final Year Project. So, even when someone ask for my free time, I would say, 'Sorry, I'm busy.' Ok, that's a lie. Sorry, I lie. Don't be so serious bah. But sometimes, I really busy. Yes. So, its not totally a lie. It depends on the situation. I won't lie. Because I don't liars. Ok. Sometimes, I'm not busy but my mind is always busy. yes, that's right. Busy with the unrequited love, flashback memories, disappointments in life, happiness in life, success, failures, past, present, future, plan, anything. Hahahaha ok. behave.

So, let's see. I think it my best to write based on picture because I like pictures. Yes. Even when my friends went to holiday, all I ask is a picture. The most beautiful scene picture. It's beautiful. Have you ever feel happiness just by looking at beautiful pictures? have you? did you? I have. I did. hehehe
Date taken 5 May 2013. This my desk at home, kota belud.  

3 years ago. But recently, it doesn't appear as in the picture. Hahaha. This is when I was working as a cashier at GMART, KB. Trying to get a job with a diploma. Going through all the jobstreet web just to find a job vacancy. But who knows, I'm here now, at UniMAP in my final year, further study as product design engineering student. Well, I'm not that successful student, struggling to survive. hehehe. ok that 3 years ago..

Why talk about the past? Well, it's a part of my life, that shaped me today. 
I think I already did my best. It's okay. 
No need to blame anything.

*gambar si Haha juga la paling basar sana. hahaha*

Tuesday, 12 April 2016

First Roda Coklat Entry For 2016 Part 1

Assalamualaikum W.B.T. and Hai.

Hm.. Hai again. Lama sungguh nda menulis karangan personal di blog ni. Semenjak aku ada instagram lagi. Rasa awkward sekejap dengan blog sendiri. hahaha.

Before that, I had been wondering and curious during my freshie year as Product Design Engineering (PDE) student, why I don't find much about PDE student life in any blog. Now, I think I know the reason. There reason why I couldn't find a lot of entry about PDE student was, it because they are sooo busy with projects! hahaha. As for me, I'm already in semester 2, year 3. My close friend and those who follow up my blog entry would know, how long it been since I wrote my last entry and the gap between my entries. hehehe. A lot thing happen to me, family, love, crush, money, study, life, happy, sad, tears, jealous, angry, nasty, disappointment, feeling down,  hope, being used, being left, being ignore, failure, success. Which one you want to hear? hahahaha

As I entering my third year as PDE student, the first semester was hard, hard to me. I had to take 20 credit hours meanwhile my classmate only need to take around 17 credits hours. 
'Alaaa, beza 3 jam kredit je pun.' I guess this would crossed your mind. haaha
But for me, it was really hard and very challenging. 

Because of that 3 hour gap difference, I had class every friday, meanwhile almost all my classmate having their holiday starting from thursday evening, because they don't have class on Friday. 
Because of that 3 hour gap difference, I went home a bit late than the others. They would already sleeping after arrived at hostel, and have time to rest for any group project meeting during night. Meanwhile, I finished class on 6 pm or 7 pm, then quickly had to go the project meeting. 
Because of that 3 hour gap difference, I fall sleep easily at any blue chair that I can sat down at Pusat Pengajian Kejuruteraan Pembuatan. 
Because of that 3 hour gap difference, I walked to Dewan Kuliah for Statistic Class, 1 hour earlier, so that I can take time to nap before the class begin, because I really felt sleepy during statistic class. Statistic class is 2 times a week. One would end at 6 pm and the another one end at 7 pm, both of class would be held on Dewan Kuliah. 

Yes, my classmates already took Statistics during Year 2. It just me and a few friends that took statistics during semester 1 in third year. That was very hard and my messy year as student. If I not mistaken, we have 4 project, 4 lab subject which leads to several lab reports. 

For my feeling sake, I decided to do EPT 394 - Product Ergonomic and Safety project, alone. hahahaha. It supposed to have mock up and video. Actually I brought the trolley, just need a little adjustment but I refused to do it and decided not to submit it to the lecturer, I just sent him the video which I make ergonomic analysis by using CATIA. Luckly, I saw that Ergonomic application in the CATIA software. We never thought on how using the Ergonomic in the catia, but as I'm doing this project on my own, and I'm prepared to accept any consequences. I done the analysis and get the result, although I'm not sure that the correct way to set up the ergonomic analysis, but I made it. And that would be okay. Since we never learn about it, so I don't know whether it right or wrong. I just submit it. Alhamdulillah at final, I got C.

Talking about examination result, actually it wasn't a good result. A few days before study week, I got 
→ high fever
→unstable body temperature
→My head dizzy, even when I move my head on the pillow.
→My eyes were so sensitive to any kind of light. When I see the light, it cause me headache.
→As I sat down, I saw and feel my world spinning around.
I thought it was only for a moment, but it continue up until my second last exam paper. I just can watch my housemates study for their exam, while I was lying sick on my bed. My first paper, Applied Thermodynamics, I went to Klinik Pauh, got my medicine, late actually, but the lecturer let me in to take the exam. As I read the question, I just sighed. It took me 3 to 4 times reading the question just to understand what the first question wants. 'Ya Allah, this semester hit me pretty hard'.. I repeated myself saying that, as my tear would fall down, because I really can't answer the questions. Same goes to other subject.. I really try to study but, my head ache every time I force myself to read and to remember those. I call mother, telling her, that don't expect anything from me for this semester. I'm ruined. I remember her telling me, to just face these, with the tone that calming my worries. I'm sorry mother, I lacking a lot. Alhamdulillah, I slowly getting better when it comes to my second final exam. That's maybe I only got EPT 393 Eng. Product Design and EPT 394 Product Ergonomic and safety a passing grade. I told ya, other than this, my result are falling down. huhuhuhu

End of final exam, I slowly getting better and I was going for Taekwondo SUKIPT in Welter (62 kg - 67 kg) category  at Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, Skudai. As for my first training which started after the final exam finished, I almost puked outside the Thadza Futsal where we used to training Taekwondo. I nearly faint every training because my stamina was really low. When we jogging outside the Thadza Futsal, I always at the behind since I was the slowest in the team. I checked at the hospital with other team member, The doctor told me that I had low blood pressure. huhuhu. She gave me vitamins, medicine to increase the blood pressure, and energy drink. whoaaa.. Last semester was the first time, I received so much medicine. seriously.. Maybe because I was not really healthy, some of the members are appear to be slightly care or be sympathy to me. Ahaha, I don't know whether they were caring to me or just being sympathy to me. But at that moment, my worries gone a while, my moody mood were gone, my feeling down was vanishing away, I guess that what good teammates for, cheering up their teammates and caring to each other. There were too much to tell story about them, it wouldn't be enough in just one post, I want to tell more about them in other post. hehehe. So, to cut this post short, I got Silver medal in SUKIPT 2016 for Female Welter Category. I lose to Hamisah from MSU, she is a friend that I met during tournament at Langkawi 2014. hehehe.. Honestly, I was a little bit surprise to see her name at the game chart on the board.. hehehe. It was an honor to meet her in the game. Thanks for the memories Misa. :)