Tuesday 25 June 2013

I'm On Training Part 2

Assalamualaikum W.B.T.
Annyeonghaseyo & Konbanwa.

Status Facebookku,
I'm On Training : Lama sudah enda merasa huru hara, ini hari lah!
Fakta yang harus ketahui:-
a) Org yg kerja dgn kerajaan gaji pada hari ini.
b) Hari ini hari tanpa plastik [nda mmpengaruhi sgt lah, kunun]
Perasaannya seperti menghantar dua assignment yang satu 80% siap dan yg satu lagi baru 55% hendak disiapkan ke tempat pensyarah di JPA dan JMSK, dalam masa yang sama ak perlu check setiap susunan shelving di rak buku sebelum sampai jam 5. Disusuli dengan beberapa urusan yang memerlukan action on the spot. Terserlah hampir segala-gala kekurangan dan kejahilan ilmu pengetahuan pengurusan. 
Pada setiap satu situasi, muncul kata-kata motivasi yg baru terbit dari hati cuba menenangkan gelora jiwa, muncul harapan untuk membuat pembahagian jasad kalau boleh mcm naruto tuh. iesh melalut.. hehe
Apa pun jutaan terima kasih kepada :-
-Kak aneh sbb beri ak guide line hal pengurusan.
-Syazanah sbb tolong take ak.
- kak Nitts sbb tolong take counter back up kamiorg wlan sibuk susun stock.
- Kak naria sbb tolong back up kaunter sbb kecuaian sya.
-kak suzi, kak maliah, kak maiteh, suzila, khai, wada, mamat, shui.
-kak ana dan kak meda sbb sudi bersabar dan membantu dgn urusan supplier.
-kak mas sbb tenang membantuku melabel buah-buahan pelanggan.
-kak masneh n tika sbb sudi mendgr keluhan ak.
Maafkan ak di atas kekurangan, sifat pelupa yang kian menjadi-jadi mahupun perilaku on the spot yg menjengkelkan, mohon tunjuk ajar dan bimbinglah mengikut kesesuaian..InsyAllah, sy sedia belajar.  "
Begitulah sebijik dgn status ak di Facebook. Hakikatnya, Ya Allah. Hanya Allah saja yang tau betapa kalut dan huru hara aku dalam sesi praktikal aku sebagai senior cashier hari ini.

Shift Pagi.
Kak Aneh shift ME hari ini sebab kak Mercyella cuti dan aku pula shift pagi. Sebelum kak Aneh rehat, ada beberapa perkara yang harus aku lakukan termasuklah 'bank in'kan sales kelmarin. Sehingga itu, tugas ku lakukan sesempurna yang mungkin.

Shift Afternoon Rest.
Di sini mulalah segala-galanya yang membancuh rempah dalam resepi huru-hara aku hari ini. Ke semuanya ada 4 orang yang shift after, jadi kata kak Aneh, 2 orang rest 3.30 pm dahulu, baru diikuti dengan 2 lagi cashier pada jam 4. Mungkin aku silap dengar tapi begitu lah pesan yang bersemadi di mindaku. Mulanya, aku rasa sedikit ragu-ragu, namun ianya pernah dilakukan sebelum ini dan tidak ada banyak masalah yang penting aku mesti buka kaunter masa tu. Tapi memang salahku juga, sepatutnya aku bertindak berdasarkan situasi yang berlaku. Maafkan aku.

Supplier Barang Datang.
Rasa bimbang yang tidak berpunca, aku terus suruh kak suzi cash out jam 3. 40 pm tu sementara pelanggan pun tak ramai sangat, al maklum lah hari ni kan orang kerajaan terima gaji. Menjengah ke jam 4, tiba-tiba aku nampak kelibat salah satu supplier roti datang, so aku kena urusan hal pembayaran. Terpaksa naik ke Cashier Room, set semua amaun duit, buka payment voucher dan kena minta sign dengan executive yang ada. Dalam keadaan aku mengurus itu ini dlm cashier room, tiba-tiba pintu di ketuk, Kak Ana, bertanyakan pasal invoice rokok. Bincang punya bincang, aku kena turun juga ke tempat Receiving. Kedua-dua invoice ada bersamaku,sementara mengurus urusan rokok yang ada masalah dengan jumlah harga yang diletakkan dalam invoice aku perlu minta tanda tangan Mr. Edih untuk supplier roti. Tapi malangnya, naik turun aku dari aras 1 hingga aras 2 masih tidak berjumpa dengan beliau. 

Selesai dengan urusan harga rokok, hanya tinggal kerja kak ana lagi untuk menyelesaikannya. Aku minta izin untuk cari Mr. Edih sementara kak ana membereskan invoice tuh, last2 jumpa juga Mr. Edih di atas. Sementara aku minta tanda tangan tu, sempat lagi aku kena tegur oleh kak naria sebab kecuaian aku mengurus masa rehat cashier dengan baik menyebabkan pelanggan beratur panjang depan en. Isap di dalam pejabat tu di dengari oleh kak Ika, Kak Alis, Mr. Edih. Malu? Ya memang pada mulanya aku rasa malu! Masa aku dengar segala teguran tuh, aku rasa kosong. Kenapa? sebab masa dorang memberi teguran tu tak kena pada masanya. Aku masih lagi belum selesai urusan dengan supplier di tempat receiving, nak luangkan masa untuk mendengar teguran pasal diriku pulak? Sejujurnya, aku terima kesan hasil daripada pengurusan aku yang lemah namun bantu aku, bantu aku untuk menyesuaikan diri dengan keadaan yang sangat memerlukan 2 jasad untuk bergerak. 

Satu lagi yang buat aku sedikit bengang jua la, aku tahu aku masih dalam latihan, sedang aku sendiri masih belum ada Identity Code sebagai seorang senior cashier, perlukah tegur aku depan semua orang macam tu? Persoalan yang berbaur dari hasutan kemarahan terpaksa aku biarkan berlalu begitu saja namun pastinya persoalan sebegitu tidak akan buat aku terlepas darinya. 

Cash out cashier Shift morning
 Ini yang sandi, kak Suzi jak dapat ku pantau sekali sekala, si khai langsung nda berkesempatan, kaunter aku lagi la. Hinggakan Mona yang tolong aku cash out sementara aku take over kaunter suzila.

Memang banyak berlaku sekaligus dalam sehari ni. Kalau boleh aku nak story lagi detail supaya aku tak lupa pengalaman aku hari ini namun terpaksa jua aku berhenti di sini sebab esok aku kena pi kerja shift morning pada hari rabu, hari yang sepatutnya aku bercuti dari hari yang semakin sibuk.

Sekian, doomo arigatoo gozaimasu.
Mata ashita.

Sunday 23 June 2013

Genap Setahun Sudah

Assalamualaikum W.B.T.
Annyeonghaseyo & Konbanwa

Alhamdulillah, Subhanallah.
It's been a year since I worked as a cashier at Gmart Kota Belud. It started with a standby job for me while waiting for the Instep result would out in a month. After rejected by Instep, I keep working here until the day present.

23 June 2012
I was a freshie cashier. Everything seems new to me. A lot things need to learn. A lot mistake need to be fixed. A lot name that I must remember. All I had to do is do my duty well, after my shift hour done, gone back home and sleep tight. Tomorrow is a new day.


23 June 2013
I on a training to be a senior cashier. Still, a lot things need to learn about. A lot mistake need to be noticed and take note so it won't happen again. Kak Amalinah advised me to prepare a note book as I told her that I easily forgotten things. She said that, it's dangerous to a senior cashier for having that habits. I am sorry, all these still new and awkward to me. Well, maybe this what I call management. Sure, I will do my best as my adopt brother, Bro Nd, said before. Thanks bro. I always remember what you said.

There are so many things that would mixed all the mood. Some of my colleague, just spill their words out and act like what they want without care about would I feel. It happens several times to broke the peaceful and happy day that I had, sometimes, I replied them with a fake smile, keep quiet and avoid eye contact with them, and try to recall all the happy memory I had to remove the sad feeling. It's kinda hard to speak what on my mind, face to face, when I don't have enough confidence in myself. Moreover, the person that I want to communicate is good talker and older than me. Patience. Just trying to be the good patience. All the time, as long as I can be the good patience.

Sometimes, I have a hard time with the others, family, even with myself. Got no one of my friend or family member to hear me out which the real things was I'm not comfortable to talk to them. [Tidak ada daya dan kekuatan kecuali dengan pertolongan Allah.] Even I got one of my friend, I'm afraid that I just a stone on his busy schedule. Futhermore, it's been a long time ago since I keep in touch with him.  So, I decided to let it go without any solution. Astaghfirullahalazim, forgive me ya Allah.

Pray for the best. InsyAllah.

Alhamdulillah, Syukran,
Kamsahamnida,
Arigatoo Gazaimasu,

Sayonara.

Saturday 15 June 2013

14 June 2013 [ Cashier ]

Assalamualaikum W.B.T
Annyeonghaseyo & Konbanwa.

Friday Morning.
14 June 2013! Its my mother birthday and a special event that happen on this date too. Hehe. This was a second day of my mother went to attend a course. So, it was just my father, my young brother, my young sister and me. I connected my phone to the speaker so that when the alarm was on it would like a bombastic sound in my room. I woke up at 6.00 am. Even though the bed seems like don't want be a part from me. Hardly, I forced myself to get up. Woke up Ofu and Wena. It almost 7.00 am, I drove my mother car to S.M.K Pekan II to send Ofu, then off to S.K. Timbang Dayang to sent Wena. As I didn't had the time to cook for their breakfast, just give them RM 3.00 each. Sorry la, Hehe.

Shift Afternoon
Luckily, my shift was afternoon. So, I had enough time to prepare to go to work. As soon as arrived, my ID already open at counter 3. Kak Marcyella's shift was ME so the training session would be continued later. Nearly to 2 pm, suddenly Kak Marcyella told me that I had to bank in the money to the bank with kak Nonong and the Manager. Uh! I was only went bank in with them once and I'm just watching how they do it. How am I supposed to do all by myself? However, thankfully kak Marcyella briefing me briefly about what I must do. 

While I was writing all the important clue by kak Marcyella, someone in a blue shirt came appeared right in front of me at the counter. Ah, its him, Fauzan. Long time no see you friend. Seems like he is much thin than before. I asked him whether he still work at KFC and also about upu. Well, at least we wait for the same reason. Upu result. The conversation end there. Then, I tried to imagine what I am supposed to do next. So far Alhamdulillah, the money was bank in successfully.

Rest
4.00 pm, I brought my 'dinner' at Pasar Besar and some meat at Restoran Kota Raya. Ate with some colleagues from other department too like kak Amalina, kak Naria, Yo, and the other were just listening, I guest? hehe. We chatting about the female and male role in Kota Belud life. Some shocking stories turned up. Notice that one of my friend isn't in a good mood. I'm curious about what happen but I didn't dare to ask him. Well, this life isn't it. Sometimes, it won't let us do freely without think about the effect later,

Check In Duty
Early 7.00 pm, my colleague had a problem with an old lady with her friend. It was just a misunderstanding. I was going to interfere but I didn't know anything so I just do my job while hearing them talking. She handled it and explain to the old lady even the old lady was still want to stand up right to her words. Pehw~ I don't think I can face it bravely like my colleague did.

What a working day. Alhamdulillah, new info and experience gained.

Doomo Arigatoo. Sayonara.

Friday 14 June 2013

A gift From Taiko

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.
Annyeonghaseyo & Konbanwa

He Is My Taiko
I wonder what would he responds if he reading this post. Hehe. Well, this is one of my old stories. Taiko was 2 years older than me and a senior of me in RP club. He was there when I was interviewed by kak  Mas and kak lina. 

As I was active in taekwondo GTF training, he joined it too. So, we joke with our fist and kicking. I'm more comfortable with it rather than joking using words. Ntah, Unique, isn't it? Then, while in semester 3, I became his assistant in Biro Pengurusan Disiplin. It's kind of responsible duty. Yes, we did fought a lot. Sometimes, I felt like I'm the only one who do all the work related to failing document. Yet, he proved my perspective wrong. He did impressed me while he show me the report discipline for a month. Somehow, he had thought me a lot kind of things only through his order.

A good listener?
Yes, he is. There was a time, when I got no one to reach out to hear my untold story. I was walking slowly on the roadway at Poli with the misery. Look all the number in the phone. I just don't have the gut to call anyone until I saw his number. As usual he talk as I was there with him. There is no 'awkward' feeling inside me. Unexpectedly, I almost told him all about the problem I had been through. Want to cry as much as I can. But I can't cry. Just can't cry. That was what I felt. I was trying to hold back it all. Surprisingly, he was there, tend to listen about all what I'd saying and give me some advice with his own way. Alhamdulillah, its help a lot.

The Gift

Tadaa~

Siap bukakan laci lagi...

Once, he told me to keep the paper bag inside my locker. It contain a small rectangular box wrapped by a nice wrapping paper. It was his gift on his last Dinner RP while I was in practical. So, I keep the bag for a long period of time. Even, sometimes it takes space when I need to use all the space for my stuff, I don't even thinking to throw it away as I expect he would come and take it away with him.

One day, he came to the library and I remind him about the gift. Suddenly, he gave it to me. He said some words. But, ah! Doesn't matter. Thank you Taiko. Cakap jak la kalau mau bagi bah. kunun.. hehehe

Taiko sia bah tu.

To The Taiko: Lek ko bosku, lama sudah ba aku nda dengar kabarmu study sana, pa kabar ko taiko? hehehe

Oyasuminasai, Mata Ashita.

Thursday 13 June 2013

My Gmart Colleague's Wedding

Assalamualaikum W.B.T.
Annyeonghaseyo & Ohaiyoo Gozaimasu

9 June 2013

Unfortunately, my shift was afternoon meanwhile those of my colleagues were planned to go together at rest time and after finish work at 5 pm. I woke up around 8.++ am. Get up from the bed around of 9.00 am and continue laying on sofa that faced in front of the television. While watching my favourite korean drama rated 3 star "You're Still The One", I still deciding whether go to the wedding or not. [Felt the laziness inside me].

Some of the reason that almost stop me:

  • I don't have friend to go to the wedding.
  • I don't know where the wedding will be held, all I know about is about the sign on the round about and at Kg. Sembirai.
  • I don't close enough with my colleague.
  • I don't know what to do when it comes about attending a wedding especially about the tradition.
  • And so much more of excuses. hehehe
But then, I try to think some good reason to make it worth to make it to go to the wedding. Here some the reason :-
  • Since when I need a companion when I decided to do something. All the time, I just do as I please to do so with or without a companion. [ehem, ye ke. hehe]
  • It's a wedding! So, there must be a sign to go to where the wedding was held. I'm right?
  • Even we didn't close enough, isn't this the time to built the closeness relationship?
  • I don't really attending much wedding as a guest but as a helper. So, this time I think I need to learn how to be a guest on a wedding. I remember what my father always do when he went to attend a wedding ceremony. He will find an envelope and put some money inside it.
  • The last but not least, I would assume this as a step for me to improve my Socia-Ability. [kunun]
After determined to go to the wedding, I rushed looking for an envelope and all I found is the simple chocolate color of envelope and other one is white with the blue strip as it's frame. 
My first envelope for the bride.

 As the clock is ticking, I get on my way to Kg Sembirai at 11.00 am by my darling motorcycle. Somehow, I got lost because I didn't see the most important sign which show the main way to Kak Ika House. Again with a little of courage inside me, I parked a while my motorcycle on the side road and asking the villagers about the wedding.

The last and main sign show direct to the wedding.
I parked my motorcycle beside the Surau. I walked slowly toward the main gate of the house, felt a little bit of unconfident as I nearly to it. Suddenly, I saw YB Salleh was there and he was talking with some guest there. "Aih, How am I gonna come in?". I waited for some female guest and successfully in. After I got in, another cloudy movement happen there. I not sure whether Just go direct to the food served or going to see the bride first. I sat down for a few minutes then I saw Kak Nonong, Kak Nitts and some other executives with the gift that brought by the collected RM3 form each staff including me. hehe. Anticipated, I gone to the front gate, to get along with them. 

Done eating, we went up to see the bride kak Ika. She was make up by the 'Mak andam'. I can see how much the pink colour mean to kak ika. Almost 90% of her room are in pink colour.  I'm impressed! 

Pelamin Kak Ika
It's almost 12.00 pm, got 30 minutes to get ready for work. Although I was sweating much because of the whether and being in crowd people. I felt it's worth. This is my first time attending a colleague wedding by myself without following family invitation blindly. Just another step to be independent life.


*Jaa soro-soro shitsuree-shimasu~

That's all for now, Sayonara~ d^.^b

*Well, I must be going.

I'm On Training Mode

Assalamualaikum W.B.T, Annyenghaseyo & Konbanwa.

Alhamdulillah, lately aku rasa sibuk sedikit berbanding hari-hari yang sebelumnya. Aku rasa sedikit unsure nak letak tajuk apa, but try to be confident to myself, I choose those word to be this post's title. Hehe.

7 June 2013
Shift aku Afternoon. Seperti biasa aku masuk kerja dan mencari kawan cashier yang belum pergi rehat lagi. Sejenak aku melihat kelibat kak Marcyella, namaku pun dipanggil kena suruh buka kaunter 4. Sedikit hairan kerana aku tertanya-tanya kenapa aku nda mengganti durang yang lain namun aku turutkan saja tanpa banyak soal. Kak Marcyella mendekatiku tika pelanggan yang berbaris mulai berkurangan. 

"Amal, kau kasi cash out."

Aku buat macam cash out biasa, kira berapa keping not RM 100 dan RM 50. Tiba-tiba jak kak Marcyella suruh aku berdiri kat tepi seperti yang durang selalu buat bila kami (Junior Cashier) mula cash out. Gulp! Apakah erti semua ini? Adakah seperti yang aku fikirkan? Under training to be an assistant? Aku cuba bertanya dan mempersoalkan mengenai situasi ini agar aku dapat memahaminya dengan jelas. Tapi Kak Marcyella suruh aku jangan bertanya dan buat ja. [ Uh! -.-" ]Dari satu kaunter ke satu kaunter kami buat cash out.

Cashier Room
Kak Marcyella memperkenalkan aku kepada Bos Norman, "Bos, ini orang dia ar." sambil memegang kedua-dua bahuku. "Ya, saya kenal sudah dia.". Aku hanya mampu tersengih janggal sungguh rasanya.

Masuk-masuk jak terus kena suruh duduk di tempat supervisor kami duduk. Uina? Rupanya kena kira duit terus. Walaupun dah hampir genap setahun aku kerja sebagai junior cashier, bila masa macam ni, aku terus jadi terkial-kial nak kira duit. Tambahan lagi dengan aura Air Conditioner yang memang sejuk sambil diperhatikan depan-depan meja oleh kak Marcyella. Normally, aku kira sekali dua jak bila paking RM 100 dan RM 50. Tapi bila dah masuk keadaan ni, aku kira sampai 3 atau 4 kali bagi memastikan jumlahnya betul berdasarkan slip yang dicetak [ Aku teringat kenangan masa En. Ali check susunan buku ku di rak buku 300 - 399, suspen giler ]. Sambil aku mengira duit tu, kak Marcyella bagi serba sedikit penerangan yang merupakan tugasan yang berbaur dengan perasaan tanggungjawab.

Begitulah serba sedikit hari pertama aku punya training sampai lah sekarang ni. Masuk hari ni, dah seminggu aku training. Aku bagitau ibu dan bapa pasal training ni pun ambik masa dalam 3 atau 4 hari. Ya lah, aku pun tak lah nak bagi harapan sangat dan tak juga nak beliau aku rasa aku ni produk yang gagal dalam kehidupan kan. Aciwaah ayat.

Setakat yang aku belajar ni, cukup buat aku rasa seperti orang yang baru bekerja walaupun dah berbulan lamanya aku berkerja di Gmart KB ni. Banyak ilmu pengetahuan yang baru aku nak grab macam :-

  • macamana nak sediakan duit pokok.
  • nak sediakan duit yang nak di'bank in'kan
  • check report
  • buat claim resit [eh ya ka tuh]
  • Kira overall duit cashier room.
  • Susunatur segala resit, voucher, slip credit card beserta report yang nak dihantar ke HQ.
Sejujurnya, memang banyak lagi yang telah didedahkan kepada aku cuma aku ni kurang catch up sikit dan banyak yang aku ingat-ingat lupa. 

Stock Take
17 - 18 June 2013 ni, Gmart KB buat stock take. Teringat aku stock take aku yang pertama tahun 2012. Terkena bahagian berus gigi yang paling sandi. Mana mau mengasing ikut barcode [ macam sama bila shelving buku di library, hehehe] , mana lagi mau mengira berus gigi. Uh~! Apa pun, kata Kak Nita, the problem has been settled. Hehe. Can wait kunun. 17 June 2013 mula kerja jam 8.00 am sampai jam 12.00 am. Pastu 18 June 2013 mula kerja jam 7.00 am hingga jam 9.30 pm. Confirm penat punya la. Harap-harap aku datang awal masa hari stock take tu nanti. Masa tidurku ni kurang fleksible skit berbanding masa aku di Poli dulu. hehe

Sekian, Kamsahamnida~ Mata Ashita~


Thursday 6 June 2013

What am I Letting Go ?

Akhirnya, cerita ini sama saja seperti cerita-ceritaku yang lalu.
Kasih lahir yang dipendam tanpa diluahkan mana mungkin kan bertaut.
Setelah sekian lama aku cuba untuk mengakhirkan segalanya yang bertumpuk di jiwa.
Aku cuba lupakan, lenyapkan, hilangkan, berhenti daripada mengharap dia kan ada untukku.
Namun gagal.

Beberapa waktu yang lalu,
Aku kumpulkan keberanian untuk melihat wallnya.
Rasa seperti senyumku sudah hilang manisnya.
Tawar tak bergula.

Sudah berapa kali aku ingatkan diriku,
Sudah berapa kali aku pujuk hatiku untuk lupakan saja dia yang jauh di sana,
Entah bila masa pula hati ku kembali yakin yang kami kan bertemu jugak suatu hari nanti.
Padahnya, hatiku kecewa tak retak namun pudar cerianya.

Bolehkah aku tegaskan pada diriku,
Aku tidak pernah memiliki sesiapa pun,
Maka, tidak seharusnya aku lantang merasa kekecewaan seperti pasangan yang putus cinta.

Dia hadir di waktu aku mengosongkan hatiku dari sesiapa pun.
Di saat aku mempercayai tiada lagi kaum adam yang mampu mengetuk jendela hati.
Di saat itu lah, kepercayaan yg cuba ku perkuatkan, diruntuhkan begitu saja.
Sekali lagi aku jatuh dalam bayangan baik budinya.

Namun tidak semua yang aku kesali,
Perilakunya sering mengingatkan aku supaya kembali ke fitrah beragama.
Wajarlah, aku merasa rendah diri bila berjumpa dengannya.
Dia bagaikan cermin yang memperlihatkan aku dalam kesamaran.
Menyedarkan aku bahwa bukan ini lagak gaya yang sepatutnya aku gunakan dalam kehidupan.
Setapak membuatkan aku menyedari bahawa perempuan ini begitu berharga.
Cara layanannya yang baik dan sopan berbeza dari selalu yang aku terima.
Banyak perkara yang tak ku jangkakan darinya.
Tapi sedarlah mal, itu semua masa lalu.
Sengaja ku coretkan di sini sebagai kenangan.
Mungkin juga sebagai pedoman hidup.

Aku harap aku lali dengan semua ini.
Aku yakin Jodoh itu rahsia Allah.
Aku yakin rahsia itu manis. InsyAllah.

[ Aku doakan agar aku dan dia bahagia masing-masing. Hidup ini penuh dengan perkara yang tak dijangka, salah satu perkara itu; aku tak jangka aku pernah rapat dan mengasihi dia dalam waktu sesingkat ini. Selamat tinggal dari Hatiku. Be strong, Mal.]

Monday 3 June 2013

The Hand

Sampai sekarang aku masih ingat lagi keadaan itu. Masa seakan-akan terhenti di ketika itu. 

Kejadian ni dah lama sangat tapi still segar dalam ingatan.  Masa tu aku baru tamat sem 1 sesi Julai 2009, student lain yang habis peperiksaan terus enjoy giler berjalan dengan kawan-kawan dorang, nyata aku berbeza. Jadual harianku dipenuhi dengan latihan taekwondo untuk mewakili Politeknik Kota Kinabalu ke Majlis Sukan Politeknik (MSP) bertempat di Polisas, Pahang. 

Bagai impian jadi nyata, aku teringin sangat naik kapal terbang. Akhirnya, buat kali pertama aku naik kapal terbang. Best juga kot. hehe.

Sebenarnya, banyak yang berlaku semasa aku berada di Polisas tuh, but I better keep some of them to myself cause most of them were about to know myself deeply [ Even I don't know myself either]. 

Seperti biasa sebelum bertanding, kena warming up dulu. So, kami buatlah di tengah-tengah gelanggang dalam dewan tu. Dari warming up hinggalah ke asas-asas defend dan block. Entah macamana aku silap mengatur langkah, terjatuh terduduk ketika berundur ke belakang. Terkedu dan malu seketika mencengkamku erat buat aku tunduk memandang lantai gelanggang.

Dan pada ketika itu,

" Amal."

Bila aku mendongak ke atas,


My senior K gave his hand to help me standing. I was like, 'what kind of is this feeling?'. Akalku kata jangan namun tanganku menurutkan kata hati. Pada saat itu, hariku seakan-akan lebih ceria dari yang biasa. 

My final game, ada 2 pusingan. Pusingan pertama aku sudah mulai letih dan penat. Masuk pusingan ke dua, West yg jaga aku masa tu, aku penat + letih + sakit + semangat low, aku bingung dan kehilangan arah dalam mengatur langkah. Then, he was there. He shouted " Amal, angkat ja kaki kau! [ yg bermaksud tendangan chopping kick yang menyasarkan markah di kepala.]". Cuba mengumpul segala tenaga yang masih bersisa, aku push diriku untuk mendapatkan markah terakhir. Wisel berbunyi bagai meragut segala sisa kekuatanku pergi, malunya aku jatuh terduduk di atas lantai itu lagi. Bergelar juara bagi kategori itu, rasa macam nak peluk semua team member, namun kali ini akal berkuat kuasa. 3 pingat emas dan 1 pingat perak di MSP 2009 berakhir. Hanya tawa dan segala kata-kata mengusik yang kedengaran.

Senior K , thanks for letting me reach out to you. You've been encouraged me for most of the moment. Saranghae ehh.. thank you. hehehe just kidding. Cerita dulu-dulu bah kan. heheh

Sekian.